I find growing up is tricky business.
I'm stuck in this slumber of not knowing if what I think is happening,
Is really happening!
I'm 21 and I should be "Seizing the Day"
Really I should Carpe the Hell out of my Diem!...
But I'm not.
The more and more things continue
I secretly want to hide away in the mountains
Or on the coastline.
I keep thinking:
Find a deserted place
Start anew there
Things will be good
I know that's juvenile,
Buuut... it could happen,
Right??!
I so badly want to sleep for 5 years
And I pray to Thor that when I wake up
My life will be splendid!
I would have made it through this
Hunger Game type arena called
'dating' and the 'singles ward'
Have a Dapper husband who adores me
A little girl
curly blonde pigtails
Big blue eyes
running around
not a care in the world.
Me, with a second one on the way.
................
Ahhhh, the white picket fence with all the works.
BEEP BEEP BEEP
Whew! Good thing I snapped out of that day dream.
I'll just keep on keepin' on.
One day I will look back and see all my worries
And I'll think to myself,
How Silly! I wasted so much mental energy
on what?!
I know that now, but I still worry
and over think.
I wouldn't be a woman if I didn't.
I'm strong and tough and resilient.
I'll make it to my
dapper-blue-eyed-no-care-picket-fence....
*uhh*
You get the picture.
For now I know I will be fine.
I'll make it through this crazed arena.
Know how I know?
Phil from Duck Dynasty said so himself.
Because I Jessie can, in fact....
Bait A Hook.
Happyhappyhappy
