There's A Lot of F's In My F-f-future!

Some strange Phenomena has taken place in my life causing me to use words starting with the letter F or the F sound.

FWhat is going on?!!? 

(ok, that one was intentional)

Seriously though, I'm starting to think I may marry a Francisco, Fredric, or even a Francis.

Now I'm just being ridiculous.

Let's back this up a couple of weeks and I can prove that I'm not making this up and that "Ffff's" are slowly overtaking my vocabulary.

-I just stopped for like a half a second to think and I can feel my heartbeat pulsating like crazy in my neck/throat like a Frog's neck does...yeah, half amphibian. Still think I'm off my rocker? Nope!

Back on track now...

Lately I have been so Happy!

Even if my day has been crappy, I've been FANtasitic! 

Let me clarify, there is a difference between being Fantastic and being FANtastic.

Now I know you are thinking, "Well duh.... She just capitalized and made the word bold, of course it's different."

I'm over stressing the 'Fan' in the word and saying the entire word with more conviction, so yeah it's different.

When you are fantastic you are only has good as your day, if something bad happens it can effect your mood.  Don't get me wrong though, you can still be happy but in your mind it bothers you, just like a tiny rock in your shoe.

But when you are FANtastic, your mood is way better than your day is going. My days haven't been perfect, in fact no where near it. I've been feeling so wonderful that my days have been pretty dang close to perfection.

For the most part I'm usually in a pretty good mood and if not I put a smile on and try to make it a great day.  I haven't had to do that for the last Four weeks... I've been Fabulous... actually I've been

FanFreakingTastic!

Better yet, I've been happy with me; It's been a Very long time since that has happened.

I don't know why it's taken so long, but I'm not letting this feeling pass me by ever again.

I love it, embrace it, look Forward to it!

Now you are thinking, what are you doing that's making you so happy?

Excellent question my friends

It's the Simple things in Life!

Seriously though... it is.

1. Not to try and sound all churchy (ok kind of) I've been saying my prayers so much more than what I was and that has changed so much in my life.
2. I've also quite listening to the same sad break-up playlist that I've been listening to for 3 months... :) 
3. When I wake up I'm instantly with a smile on my face saying to myself "Here goes another one for the books. Smile and be happy Gee-Dang-It!
4. I've tried to say something nice or give a genuine compliment whenever I talk to somebody (it can be hard but then you get creative, i.e. Oh hey, Nice torso! I'm obviously kidding, but now I'm really going to use that one).
5. This last one has been a little more challenging. In my head I think physical touch is great and an amazing way to communicate whether you are flirting, talking, consoling, embracing, or being intimate. But outwardly I am so awkward with it. So yes, I try and give at least one hug a day or be kind of touchy (handshake, flirty punch, stuff like that). 

I know for a lot of people this last one might seem silly in a way- I like to blame my parents for me not being hugged enough as a child- But this is something that has always affected me. In every relationship I've ever been in it has been an inner conflict with myself to try and display my affection.

Well... that's my fabulously Fantastic routine lately, and I'm doing just Marvelous!