Dormant

I find growing up is tricky business.

I'm stuck in this slumber of not knowing if what I think is happening,

Is really happening!

I'm 21 and I should be "Seizing the Day"

Really I should Carpe the Hell out of my Diem!...

But I'm not.

The more and more things continue

I secretly want to hide away in the mountains

Or on the coastline.

I keep thinking:

Find a deserted place

Start anew there

Things will be good 

I know that's juvenile,

Buuut... it could happen,

Right??!

I so badly want to sleep for 5 years

And I pray to Thor that when I wake up

My life will be splendid!

I would have made it through this 

Hunger Game type arena called

'dating' and the 'singles ward'

Have a Dapper husband who adores me

A little girl 

curly blonde pigtails

Big blue eyes

 running around

not a care in the world.

Me, with a second one on the way.

................

Ahhhh, the white picket fence with all the works.

BEEP BEEP BEEP

Whew! Good thing I snapped out of that day dream.

I'll just keep on keepin' on.

One day I will look back and see all my worries

And I'll think to myself,

How Silly! I wasted so much mental energy 

on what?! 

I know that now, but I still worry

and over think.

I wouldn't be a woman if I didn't.

I'm strong and tough and resilient.

I'll make it to my 

dapper-blue-eyed-no-care-picket-fence....

*uhh*

You get the picture.

For now I know I will be fine.

I'll make it through this crazed arena.

Know how I know?

Phil from Duck Dynasty said so himself.

Because I Jessie can, in fact....

Bait A Hook.

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